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Who Am I?

In the slimy cave of introspection, I find myself lost in the maze of existence, pondering the timeless question that echoes through the walls of my very being: Who Am I?

As I close my eyes and journey inward, I sense the layers of myself peeling away, like the shedding of countless skins that I wear to navigate through reality. Each skin is topped with an intricate mask, created to face the different aspects of life. Each mask conceals the essence that lies within.

Who am I beneath the titles and labels, the roles and responsibilities? Am I the sum of my actions? The echoes of my failures? The aspirations of an uncertain future?

Inside my inner cave, I contemplate. I seek the self that exists beyond the superficial veneer. Somewhere inside is the raw and unadorned core of my being–a flickering ember of consciousness. It is a profound realization that beneath the complexities that I have built, I appear to be simply a spark in a cave.

As I meditate upon the question: Who Am I…I send out an echo into bottomless space. My consciousness has no beginning and no end. I become the observer of my thoughts, the witness to my emotion and the explorer of my beliefs. As if, from the cave I am able to trace the constellations of my mind, charting the territories of my soul.

The “I” begins to dissolve. Disappearing into that vast constellation of my essence. Merging with the universal consciousness that is present in all living things. The beauty of the interconnection of all existence is stunning. I am not a solitary cave, but a tunnel in the vast expanse of existence.

Perhaps the question, Who am I, transcends the boundaries of individuality. That the essence of “I” is a reflection of the universe itself. I am stardust and spirit, an ephemeral manifestation of the infinite, experiencing a fleeting moment in the endless timeline of existence.

The question become less about defining who I am and more about embracing the ever-evolving nature of being. Meditation reminds me that the quest for self-discovery is a journey without an end. A swim into the depths of the undefined and unknown.

As I come back to reality I carry with me the mystical knowing that “Who am I” is not a question to be answered, but a mantra to be explored, an invitation to explore the mystery of my own existence and the boundless wonders of the universe.

Published inExistentialism